@JoannE@

Extension of my scar

2006-11-19T15:43:00.000-08:00

Wow. yesteday get to relax at East Coast..
Went there with
Haziq,Grace,Frederick,XiaoZuo,Joan
,Jermaine,Khairil & KaiTing..
went there to
play with sand, play with water , sports
chit-chat. blarsblars
..
roller blade for 2-3 hrs .veri fun.
some held hand bcos beginner and some fell
several times to master roller blading.
although everyone fell at least one time,it was
realli a good memories.
After That, we went to lot one actually to have our
dinner but take away..

Back!

2006-11-16T20:40:00.000-08:00

Hey my friends.
jus came back a few days from NCO camp.
but my time is cramp.
ui will update immediately if i'm free.

Takecare My frens

missing NCO's frens
missing NCO camp

a scar in my heart.

2006-11-04T23:18:00.000-08:00

Next week going NCO camp lers.
dunoe wad wil happen, i hope everything
will go smootly.
May miss quite a lot of lessons especially
Physics. Heard that my class havin physics
of 3 hrs..OMG, how can.? will sure be veri tired
but luckily ,i'm out of that.
pity my classmates :( ..
guess will also miss a lot in band wors.
Gypsy dance, me and haziq never play with the band
before cos of the NCo camp briefing.

Nco briefing that held last wednesday is a veri
fun memories for me and haziq. Guess wad happen?
Me and Zeeq went to Lot one from skool to take bus 67
we waited for about 15 minutes.
the bus arrives and we settled down on the bus
we saw, other skools 2 members taking the same bus as us
and we were thinking if they were also going to CCAB
for the briefing.
after 30 mins, we reached Bukit Timah, haha,
we alighted at the wrong bus stop, and we took
another 30mins walking around Bukit Timah to find
the place with Fajar's DM and BM.
we were on the same boat and so we walk togeher.:)
halfway of our walk, RAINING! hahas.
Run lors.. but cant run any further bcos the rain
was wuite heavy lers.
so we 4 took a cab and reached the CCAB.
whenw e reached there, the briefing had ended,
so MALU ..hahas.
but luckily, they brief us again cos we were not the
only few who are late..;P
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Why is it like that.?
perhaps love is jus like that.
is an unfair mystery which hava
a veri bad story behind.
shld i or shld i not.?
is not up to me, is up to my heart.

okay

2006-11-02T11:08:00.000-08:00

Blame me..?
jus blame me for it.
i cannot do anything.
i jus wanna stop the upcoming cnflicts
but i couldn't. there's onie one solution.
but no one knows except myself, my heart.
my mind knows what to do but not my heart.
is heartbreaking but wad can i do..?
why am i born like dat..?
i hope is a challenge that i can't handle.
one after another. what on earth ur want me to do?

do ur think im not heartbroken enough.?
when ur decide to stop.?

Ye xu Hui You Na me Yi Tian

things happen

2006-10-28T13:42:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went out.
went to Jurong Point And Lot One.
but alot alot of sweets ..hehes
But ish not for me , is to make present
nothing much to tok abt yesterday..
wowowo~ this week sho many pl b'day.
POKGAI lers.. hahas.
But haven finish buying all the present.hahas.
hmm. still wad to buy for wendy nehs.
must buy special special wan den can cos she's
my cutie pie mars..:))

Actually today shld be gg out with clement, wendy
and fredie, but my stomack bully me, make me
pain pain den cant go out as far as sentosa.
sian ded ded.
dun dare to eat lers..
afterward stomack wanna bully me again.

Today was 2nd day of school holiday.
have to study also.
There's exam on monday.
Chinese O'level exam..
Hope Can pass well>:(
i Hope evreyone taking O'level this year can score
well well..
GoodLuck To everyOne..hehes
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i am still acting like i see and hear
nothing
i dunoe what
i'm trying to do but i know
i still want you to be my good fren
i knew that everything is harmful to
me but it jus can't stop me to make
u as my fren.
a fren that was once truthful to me.
I realy dunoe wad i've done to make
u harm me so much.
i just hope u can be back like the past
when there is trust in u and me..

2006-10-25T22:19:00.000-07:00

Hm..
today alot of things happen.
F7 nearly all drop down to NA.
but luckily nothing happen..
Just now asho got band pract.
Khairil and Haziq letf me and kaiting,
the TWO GIRLS STAND..hahas.
OMG, hahas. why our band all so talkative..?
but i love them being themselves haha.
investiture coming.. dunoe how it will turn out to be.
i hope it will be successful one.
hmm..
NCO camp cuming lers.. dunoe wad will happen.
1/11 briefing
6/11 actualy camp.

The sun come out everyday
it set everyday
i see u everyday
yet u are different everyday
i don't know wad happen to u.
have i done something wrong.
tears well up in my eyes
shining to the deep blue sea.
i dunoe if i should look up,
or look down and jus give up on u..

BETRAYED

2006-10-23T22:37:00.000-07:00

A shooting star disappears from sight,
my sobs are the only sound.
Dazed, I stare at the stars above,
my grieving howls fill the night!
I remember how it used to be
when we shared our fears and delights.
Feeling afraid..
this is how i feel.

i dun care anything as long as u can be back.
my heart keep telling me to believe u yet,
wadever i've seen n heard
doesnt onvinced me to go by my heart..
im so heartbroken..

hehes. jus now play online games with frederick
den keep having error..hahas..
waste time open and close.
guess tmr EightIee not gg out ler bas..:((

hmm, today get news, i heard that someONe, a
long face asshOle say EightIe member nehs. so angry.
better fee dhim with some grass and a few fertilisers
like worm..hahas

gtg..buais..
LOVING EIGHTIEE ALWAYS..

to u

2006-10-22T14:22:00.000-07:00

hahas. jermaine.
i will take care of myself de. u also must takecare.
must take care of ur stomach hors.
we never let u play instrument is for ur own good
understand..?hahas. dun make us worry hors
cannot drink cold drinks means cannot arhs.
sian nors..jus now early in the morning quarel
with 'q', a noob.
me, feli, fred, jermaine and frens quarel with
and she tot we angry with her..? she tot she has the rights
to make us angry..?
we just pity her that she dun have pride in her own name..

bball on the way..

2006-10-11T20:26:00.000-07:00

hmms, today went lot one have pizza.:)
after dat.
went to yee tew for basketball.
luckily the sun was jus nice.
not veri heaty.
there were me,frederick,wendy,grace & clement.
hahas. we played A`B`C den afterwhich, clement and
fred go play match with the next court of pl.
me,wendy and grace ,we played our games, but it still
matches "between grace and wendy"..
aiyoz, after the games, 5 of us veri sweaty and smelly
lors. hahas, but no shirt to change, onie frederick
brought his own shirt.
about 5 ++, we went to lot one, go 7-11 buy drinks
wendie and clement go home first, me grace and frederick
go lot one arcade play daytona* den play the
time crisis bang bang bang"
hahas, den we go take bis, 307 jiu go home lers.
go home dat tym, not realli happie..hais**

why must it be me.?
why only me.?
i never had a dream come true..

after exams

2006-10-11T10:38:00.000-07:00

BanDMemberS,
pls note that band practise will resume
this friday,2.15pm.
those who brought their instrument home,
please bring it back.

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Exams finally over, its a tiring week not
getting to sleep well, eat well, physically well,
this few days having sore throat and my voice crack.
Miow Lin & Cyndi sho bad, keep saying my voice "hoe man"
hahas.
Althought is after the exams, bear in mind that we haven't
get my result, it jus makes me uncomfortable sitting down
predicting my result which i noe will be veri bad.
guess alot of teachers will be veri dissappointed with my result this semester.
i wonder if i have the ability to stay in a LifeScience class
with what i think my result will be..
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the unremoval cut
it heal yet unheal again
it cannt be seen yet can be seen again
this makes it realli unremovable and unpleasant

Before exams.

2006-09-30T12:59:00.000-07:00

heyhey.
this may be the last entry before exams which
10 october 2006.
sian ded ded.
30 october got my o'level chinese.
hais* sho scared.
i very worry MiowLin. she say dat she dun wanna take the
o'level chinese paperandsay dat she wanna drop her
HCL next year.
wad a waste..?
her foundation of language is quite strong lehs.:((
today my grandpa birthdat.Soon, i will be heading for my
aunt house to celebrate my grandpa birthday nors.
sian ded ded.
dis few days keep having stomach cramp, i guess
is because im too nervous about the exams.
hais* but lucky is jus tension pain.
there's still alot of thing for me to do,
alot of planning needs to be done..
hope i can complete it by my own..

a moutain down another up

2006-09-28T08:23:00.000-07:00

exams coming, MATHS, keep doing revisions
no way to take a break.
Geography? haha, must have a shooting ear
to get those information in my brain.
Mother Tongue, quite slack, nothing to do much,
is our movie times .hehes.
HCL's student..get wad i meant..?
hahas.today after skool, think of sumthing for 1 hr.
afterdat went on the continue my CD episode.
cried again,there's a part showong a very close grandpa
of the character died.so sad.
if u see the series, u will noe wad i mean.

this and that.
all the unfinished stuffs needs to be
completed before an early date.
who an help me completed.
of course is me ,me and me..
dun dare to
approach anyone for help.
i guess everyone is stressful bas.

black and white ?
pink and blue ?
which one should i choose.?
i lie awake and pray,
pray to those who knows what i'm thinkin.

sadz..

2006-09-27T19:58:00.001-07:00

Haish*
sad to say,me and grace effort is wasted
we use up our energy, spent our time
thought dat it will be a success if we out
in effort but our job, did not make'it.
is quite sad but will get over soon.
exams coming, stomach starting to cramp more.
jus hope i won't fall sick.
Going to write up the lyrics for my dear GRACE liaos.
signin of from here

.......................................
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
......................................

exams coming.

2006-09-19T22:55:00.000-07:00

i feel that i've lost everything.
those close to me..?
i listened to a song just now
although is a veri long song but is sang by
Jay Chou, it won't be a century old.
it makes me wanna treasure everything more.
but i realise i've lost many things, i never lost it
but they left me..
some, wanna leave me
and is sure that they will leave bcos this is wad
everyone will go through in our life..
ups and downs, rough or smooth.
we onlie can decide 50%.
others? i nort sure.
exams coming, it will be a veri veri tiring period again.
Sec 3 lers..
let me count again, 3 more months to my sec 4 life.
3 more weeks to my o'level chinese.
Hais***

everyone is leaving me and i cannot anchor it any longer.

2006-09-13T21:17:00.000-07:00

nth much to say abt my studies.
today have PE
sho happie nors..can play volleyball.
so fun,
but i la dao jin.
today have BAND.:)
as usual band pract. today played alto clari
sho fun,but never play during actual pract. when
mg ng is there bcos i scared i play rong.
today got pl so bad,hahas.
in the bandroom shout my name, "zhu der"
hahas.sho furni lors. like animal farm like dat.
after BAND, the things start to turn unplaesant.
is so AIRHOLE!! a stupid guy stop his car outside
the skool gate and wanted to tok to one of the
bandmembers.. tok and tok and never stop.
he look so ugly, his car is so lousy lors..
keep "du du du" so noisy.
see, even the car also dun like the owner to tok so much.
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u're one i always treasure
until dat day
a different prcocedure
i knew the consequences
and i take it for granted
i tot it wouldn't be u
i guess i'm wrong
i never try to fix it
bcos i never dare
it's so sudden
i believe i've change
but i duno in wad way
no matter wad others think
i feel dat i wanna change myself
to be better and really goes
up and up
but i did consider
*is a wise decision
now, i noe
nothing can really go as smooth as
how u wan it to be
negative always goes well with positive
dat is the reason why i succes but fail
in other ways
i'm within the white high wall
hiding from everyone
uet im died
i've lost to my own future
i dun believe in heaven's will
i believe in myself
but there i go
i've lost.
entirely lost to myself
i realli cannot do wadever i wan
although is actually possible
i couldn't even let the
possible to be possible
i duno wad i can do.
u dun care anymore
but i jus hope to receive anything from u
jus anything,
do u understand?
do u really understand?

everyone wanna leave..?
those who noe,
u noe who..:)

devil_angel

2006-09-12T21:51:00.000-07:00

OMg, i still so weak in my physics..
i'm so scare..
my end of year exam.

today sho furni.
went to lot one with "Animail farm and birdie park"'s pl
andrew,alex.fred,joan,grace,jermaine.in actual,
khairil and c.Z will be ther also..hahas
go tae newprint.
opps, jermaine has some whiskers on her cheek from
her reddie nose.

anyway, i jus got a new name,
"zhu^der" hahas..
derieved frim guinea pig..hahas.

love those neoprint taken today..hahas
me,grace,joan and jermaine designed for how long nehs.?
hrms, i tink abt 20 minutes lors..haha.
girls jiu shi girls. cannot blame..
we also went to the food culture, we always go there..
we went there ,have a chat with the auntie there.
hahas, jermaine told the auntie dat she's a indian-cum-malay
but she noe how to speak chinese..?
wad creature.hahas.
jus now me and joan were veri scared of the auntie lors..
i kena influence by joan lols
"aunty hui ma"<< in chinese "auntie will scold"
me and joan keep using tissue to wipe the table to
prevent scoldings from the auntie..

today was fun..:)
love it alot..
animail farm..
birdie park,,

yesterday..im i sader.

2006-09-10T16:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday,
i finally saw Mr Tan.
CNL concert.
Mr Ng and Mr Tan and Mr Loo
so nice sia.
got Howl's moving castle sehs..
sho nicee.wow!
after concert ,others went to have their supper
but i went home..it was not a veri happie for me..
dun wish to say wad happen but those close to me will noe
it well..
hais*

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no matter wad i do.
it's always wroong.
im trying to control my emotion
and i noe u r trying to.
i noe i cant help u much thus i feel so
useless..

after that particular assignment which is
still going on now,i've experience wad it
meant by not understandable...
probloms solved and com again..
never-ending..

band..band..band..

2006-09-08T08:54:00.000-07:00

yesterday de exchange was countered as a success.
to prepare the refreshment,me kaiting and haziq
so furni lors..hahas.
we make ourselves wet..hahas.
so malu seh..lols..
but in the end,the who event is not as bad as how we
think..;)

To:haziq
our NCO camp is on
06/11-10/11
(8.00am to 6 pm)

To:band members
those going CNL conert tomorrow,
pls rmb to bring ur money.
if you are meeting with the band.
pls be puntual.
05.15 at choa chu kang control staion(interchange)

2006-09-06T08:33:00.000-07:00

erms..
who wanna CNL concert ticket can want it
Mr Loo Zhen Yang..our garfield alumni..=P
the concert in on this saturday ..
Anyway, it is a BAnD concert.

hmms.
today have our band practise for very long.
it like a day camp.ya ,it is a bAND day camp.
from 9-12 and 1-4.30..
everyong practising very hard for tmr's exchange
with evergreen..

Strange feelings cuming towards me again.
*wonderin why im i havin dis kind of feelings..
can't slp well everynyte..>.<

im i not up to standard..?
i duno but i noe im realy givin my all and
i will continue to give it more..:)

SP

2006-09-04T21:04:00.000-07:00

today went to Singapore Polytechnic
went there to get experience of being a
poly-student..
went to a particular course and
i seriously wanna go in..
but all those pl hu qualify for the course
must be veri bright..
and i think dat i definitely dun have the
brightness to get into the course..
*sigh* ..
after dat, actually wanna CHIONG back to band
,however, the band ended so early so
me and friends go back to skool and ask the permission
from mrs ong to get the key again ..
bla bla..
after abt 2 hrs..
i cant play anymore.
mayb due to my lack of sleep, i "ping xie"
feel so giddy ..and i udn tink i can play anymore..
so i stop and keep "short-gun" and pick up an iPod
and went outseide the bandroom to listen ..
some sec 1 were with us aw well..
hmms..Frederick(Eupho),Danial(Clar),
Alex(trumpet),Andrew(trumpet),Ronald(saxo)& zacri(percussion)
ya, i guess they are realli committed to band..
=) .. feel realli happie abt it..
after our extended band practise,
me grace fred and haziq went to a playground near my block
to play swing-swing..hehes..still young =P
den is started drizzling but we carry on our playing
but soon after, grcae need to go hm lers and the drizzle
start to drizzle more and more so we went below my block
to chitchat..
abt 7++ everyone went home loras..hehes..
end here..
Ps: THANKS GRACE, FOR THE CARD I"VE GIVEN ME..SO TOUCH :)

nice with unhappiness

2006-09-03T00:00:00.000-07:00

woo~
yesterday went for the BDAS concert
at esplanade..
wow!!!
all the band director including
MR COLIN NG played for it..
the concert was so cool.
hmms.
there are
clarinet,trombone, percussion,frenchHorn ensemble
and also, the brass kinetics which is simply by
the brass player band director.
seen clarinet family..
OMG!!!hahs.
i must say , those who went for the concert
will be dieing to go for this concert again.
the performance was so WOW dat
you cant even catch a intermediate breath..

there's another upcoming concert next saturday,
the CNL concert.
Mr Tan and Mr Ng will be on stage.
Mr Tan told me dat he's looking forward to see
me and of cos ZOE.
so do we :)

clarinettists..

2006-09-02T19:53:00.000-07:00

bloggie

2006-09-02T12:45:00.000-07:00

yos..
jus change my blogskins..
its so nnnniiiiicccccceeeee
love it aaaallllllooooooottttt
hahas.
get my kids inseide..
Winnie the pooh.
hmms..
chalet on 7/8/9 september.
hais* cannot make it.
got exchange on thursay.
wonder if i can go on friday.
go and go..?
saturday ,another concert to go.
Mr Tan and Mr Ng will be on the stage
and so, how can i not go..?
hehes..
cant miss the chance..
miss Mr Tan alot..
hehes..
stop here

40th anniversary dinner

2006-08-30T22:13:00.000-07:00

hmm..
the 40th anniversary..
anyway.i hope to apologise to the bandmembers
for the numoerous scolding from me..
Im sorry.

anyway, today performance was a success.
thanks to all the bandmembers and of course.
our conductor, Mr colin Ng.
Haizq, his emcee was good. *clapclapclap*
hehex.
jus now the spotlight so bright de lehs..
make my eyes pain pain seh.
den headache den 4get to stand.hahaz.
so malu..=P

well.
next band practice
on next monday,
tuesday,wednesday.
as well as the exchange in our skool
on next thursday..
well, i stop here le.
gdnytez.
i hope Grace go home early
bcos she's going to run her best
tmr for cross-country..
hehex..
rmb to eat breakfast,GRACE!!

swear it again

2006-08-29T08:31:00.000-07:00

Im never gonna say gdbye.?
cos i never wanna see u cry.?
i swore to u my love would remain.?
and i swear it all over again and i.?
i'm never gonna treat you bad.?
cos i never wanna see you sad.?
i swore to share your joy and
your pain..?
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i dun wanna lost those moment i have.
1st row..?
clarinettists..
clarinettists oways have 12 pl..?
i pary toi the god and hope he knows

faithful or not...?

2006-08-28T07:55:00.000-07:00

hmm..
get back my amaths and emaths and
chemistry paper.
i idint manage to get my result
as good as before.
i duno why,
there's a barrier between me and the
books..
1ts 07.54pm and im not have not started
with my homeowrk..
sian norx.
stop here..

theGUY: we have no badge..

criticism

2006-08-27T12:13:00.000-07:00

ya
i know dis thing will happen..
sooner or later..it is here
we trying our veri best.
everyone do make mistake
but we are really trying our best.
ur may duno how hard we tried..
we hope we dun show it to your..
we hope we can give up..
but we didn't .
one's heart has its limitation of
wad we can do and wad we can endure.
criticism come towards us.both of us..
Is just like wadever we do is wrong..
Are we realli useless..?
noone has the answer..
We realli duno wad we've done to make pl
so unhappie..
jus call out and ask
:' wad should we do'
and no one replies..
not even the air particles whisper
to us..
we are trying to climb the toppest mountain with
so many resistance..
frens are above us saying how bad we are
how useless we are.
no one just spare i tot for us..
we are trying to CLIMB the toppest mountain
your just take the stairs and had reached the
top of the mountain..
do your know what problemS we are facing..
some are laugh at us
some are saying how useless we are..

korkor tell me dat there's 360 ways to see it..
but i jus cant step out and even see the first way..

6 hrs of practising

2006-08-25T23:00:00.000-07:00

wohorx..
6 hours of practising
6+ of 1st stand only playing
60 mins to go home from lot one
to blk 9 bus stop.
firstly, i wanna apologize to my Qin Ai De!!
hope u see my msg, hey im sorry lehx, veri
busy recent,appreciate dat u search for me yet
i cannot help u but i oways wish to hear from u..
hope we can keep in contact.NO MATTER WAD..
i will still be by ur side no matter wad happen..
hu bully u tell me kkies,BE STRONG!!

hmmm..CA2 finally over.
yet still can find the sense of freedom.
panda eye getting darker
eye bag getting larger ..hahaz
hais..

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everything is gonna change,
she told me is comfirm,
she is transfering,
not many pl noe dis,
therefore no one noe hw i feel,
all the laughter we use to have at
first row of clarinettists will be gone!
i dun wan..!!!
I DUN LIKE THIS ALL THINGS TO HAPPEN!
PLEASANT-4
UNPLEASANT-3
i dun like to be ODD
i dun like..
im crying and hu noe..?
i cant accept if it is a fact..
i dun wan to accept.
im not willing to..
i've find help
but i guess it will not help..
my tears are
welling up,
tearing out,
falling down,
sounding out.....

fail..

2006-08-22T21:12:00.000-07:00

duno why..
there's veri
a bad feeling
climbing over me..
coming towards me..
i feel so insecure..
feeling to miss sumting but
i duno wad is it..
everything is going down down down..
result..?
i duno..
it's hust so bad den i can't estmate
and now, im blur in mind..
my wishes will nvr cum true..

The band

2006-08-19T01:21:00.000-07:00

Hais.
quite busy recently.
about band and studies?
CA week..have to study hard..

ToDay in band, i guess most of the pl noe
why me and haziq were so angry about mr ...
we was jus trying to give out suggestion
dat the band suggest bcos we knew dat if we nvr say,
no one will rise it up..
"is either u wan or i wan"
since 'u' dun wan..means me and haziq have to do it
if mr... scold us yet give us what we want,
im more den willing to let him scold but, his tone was
like "no happie" wid us.ya i know , u r not happie wid
but can't ,we, as a CCA leader help?
and have determination
on helping the band..?
os maybe u think dat we are not suppose to do that bcos
we are creating a problem..?
os u tink dat we are going against u..?
i duno, all this will be kept in my mind.

i jus starting to use to the post yet sumOne
pour a pill of cold water on me..
i definitely duno why he have the rite to do this
but i know it really hurts me..
mayb wad u say may ba a joke..
but i treat it seriously, more then anyone do..
i understand dat im not up to expectation but i hope
u can dunn say it to me..
if u wan, u can always feel free to talk to
teacher to demote me or even stripe off my post.

dats all..
i HATE big black bag..
hate ! hate! hate!

show no emotion..?

2006-08-14T21:34:00.000-07:00

Hmm..
today was a veri tiring day..
cannot concentrate in class very well..
i was sleeping while having lesson
with my eyes open..
double maths,
double physic..
cannot tahan..
so bored..

anyway, i must clarify one thing..
the converse bag dat i have is not $133.80..
i appreciate the gift of the month
but is not worth..im so guilty..

------------------------------

it happened before
and it happen again
it is once settled
and it never will
i believe everything had change
and it will change continuously
it is changin with your time
but not mine
it 'may be' a slight change
but i jus can't adapt well
the impact is so big.
but u never found out that
it hurt me deep down
and a cut in my heart
you ask me a question
and i've told u the truth
but i never help at all,yes
it never help.
im just heading my own idea
but is still so far from me.
because i jus can't show no emotion when
something like this happens..
espaecially is you..

fireworkzz

2006-08-13T01:12:00.000-07:00

hmm..
today went to alot of place..
orchard,esplanade bla bla bla..
today firework last le..
so die die must catch it norx..
singapura plaza..OMG!
haziq so MALU lorx.."testing only"..
go there eat den walk walk..
go watch firework dat tym, the crowd like world war 3 norx..
hahaz..
me and fred behind den cindy and haziq already veri far
from us already..hahaz..but luckily nvr go wid them
cos they kena squeeze like ROTI PRATA..
haziq still smell baby's butt horx..hahaz..

Anyway, the firewaork was great..
a lot of pattern! wahahaz..
all the squeezing worth it!

Afterdat, we knew dat it will veri crowded at MRT station,
so we not so stupid, we go sumwhere else to rest 1st..
abt 11.10 den we go search for transport.in the end we got up
the MRT- last train!! so lucky!!
reach home at abt 12++..

i've got the converse bag..
im so happie nehx, yet guilty..
$133.80???

ANyway, the bag is not $133.80!!!!!

2006-08-12T00:13:00.000-07:00

hmphf,
diening for the converse bag..
"wo dui na ge bag yi jian zhong qing"
hais, but so pathetic, no money to buy..
nvm, jus 4get it bas..('n')
. . . . . . .
wad u promised?
u nvr mean it.
do u tink u've did wad u've told..?
you nvr.
im still behind everything dat i shldn't
have..
i hope wad i wrote wont let u suspect is u..
im jus writing to myself..
i shall not sit and wait.
if things cnt be like in the past.
i.....

2006-08-11T22:46:00.000-07:00

hmM..so TirinG after a LOng Day..
Today Had My GeoGrapHy Test..I'm Veri Sure
I wiLL fail..My Senses Tell me SO..

Today band Practise the songs dat we gonna play
for the NLB.
-colonel bogey
-Teatime tango
-Fiesta blues
-Fiero
------------------------
after band practise, went to sense with
SEnsE.
We were so mad..haha
play there.
and LOODAN jus became a "secret admirer"..wakaka
hmm, at there also tok abt NCO camp blabla..
tok abt band..
tok cock..
until 9++
turn 1 whole round to get to my stop..haha
after bath,on computer and going to online..hehex
going off to meet SENSE soon!..
goodnytez!

Thursday a skool holiday!

2006-08-10T11:03:00.000-07:00

Hmm.
My internet finally works.
and im back again.

Meeting Grace afterward and hope she won't be late..
hehex.=P
going to catch a movie.
so end off here!

Be right BAck!

heyhey..

2006-08-08T04:43:00.000-07:00

haha..JoannE is here..
hope im not a stranger to everyone..
hehex
i will be back veri veryi soon..
so do visit my blog after a week..

LOVE,
eightiee
sense

unidentified sickness

2005-10-11T12:41:00.000-07:00

hmm..tmr is literature paper liaox..
realli duno wad to study..
mayb jus go tru some of the poem..?
not veri sure..
hmmm..recently..
so many tings happen..
friendship ba..
i guess we are not gonna be the same..
i miss the past..you see..
guess we do so..
not veri sure who start ut first..
but i noe there will be no end..

2 more paper to go to judge
my next year class..
wonder how will it be..=(
hmm..stop here..
Gd LucK for ur Exam, guys!

dun wanna treat u bad..

2005-09-28T23:13:00.000-07:00

hmm..
today study till wan mad le..
at sckool study go home aso
study study..
study till my brain n eyes wan pop-out..
so scared..friday english paper liaox..
siao liaox..hais*..
sure fail de..sure cannot make it..
..
abt today..
hmm..
SerJie mad mad de..
kip making me laugh during lesson
heng din get scolding..
hahaz..
hmm..dun rmb much abt todays tingi liaox..
sry..hahaz..
signing off..
sayonara..``

ai wo hai si ta-swear it to me

2005-09-25T08:48:00.000-07:00

back to it..
my frenz..
eightie..
i luv ur lotz..finally cum back
mayb its not gonna be lyk the past..
but as long as we're together..
i believe somehow sometime
it will regain the momery in the past
and be realistic again..
.....................................................................
jus completed my FnN project..
take so much tym in it..
tmr still got practical..
haha..sure veri messy de..
cos the teacher duno anything den hw
can she expect us to noe the instruction
and where to put our ingredients haha..
aso duno if the fridge in FnN room will be
full..
still got alot of tings not done..
IT project not edited..
Food Chain not discussed..
etc..
oh ya..felicia ar..
my ear not pain..
so next is u & serJie..kies..?

im so
sad
wen i
noe dat*

eightie..

2005-09-19T21:27:00.000-07:00

job planned..?
anything the problem
still can find me nehxx..
=)..
=P..me too naggy
_.._.._.._.._.._.._.._.._.._.._..
well..dis msg go out to eightie member..
i noe not all or rather none of ur will
read my blog but wad i wan u 2 noe
is gonna be wad i gonna say..
i jus hope tym can jus turn back to the tym
when we noe we r close..?
where is the frenship n closeness we had
in the past..LAst YeaR..
izzit jus lyk dis way..?
i hope not..tmr may be a battle..
enemies or bestfren..
we decide..i wan to anti-enemy..
wad abt ur..?..
4ever frenz kiesz..mUacKz!

im so happie today...
my maths passed liaox..
the subject i've been worried abt
a week ago..
im so happie..hehex..
ya..wanna goet on wif my project le..
signing off now..

wazzup..?

2005-09-15T19:44:00.000-07:00

ur job is not 4geting..
ur job is not stop tinking..
no one can control their own feelings..
ur major job is to let life work proper..
do u tink u can 4get..
(may be the matter of tyms..)
u can't blame urself for the feelings inside..
dun ever tink of going against ur feelings..
In a Love,u can't decide the future..
be strong,be healthy
let everyting go by nature..
u will still start tinkin of the reasons
for 4get..
therefore,u will have to tink back..
izzit hurtful..?
-..-..-..-..-..-..-..-..-..-..-..-..-..-..-..-..-..
hmmz..
todae so tired and scared..
yesterday study until me wanna explode liaox..
do all revision without havin break..
till so late..
scared bcos have my Chemistry test..
MCQ?
hais* so disappointed in myself..
din manage to get full marks..
duno how will i score..
hais* nvm..

today went to crush programme abt SPAM..
guess wad..
im not listening and i din really complete
the worksheet given...
afterdat,
heard sumOne saying dat the band have little pl
so me n Grace cheong up..hahaz...
they having sectional..
den jiu bla bla...
i tink tmr is combine..

wad im gonna do next..?
i do not noe..

im so sad
to see u sad

SianZatIon..

2005-09-02T23:36:00.000-07:00

hmmz..
heard dat i din updat my blog and
indeed..i din update my blog recently nehx..
today lesson in sckool..
delay our recess tym..hmphf..

Today band practise..
sec 1 band- quite okaaay ba...
learn from the basic bcos
of the FRESHMAN..
Main band- guess Mr Tan quite contented..
but me n JiaHao so scared..hahaz..

guess sum of them went sense after band ba......
but im not there..
haha ezlink no money..
then go there no money eat..haha..so lame..
hmmz..
today went CC see those pl grading..veri interesting nehx..
but din finish watching it cos it will take 2 hours plus..
my leg can't take it..
bla bla bla..
stop here liaox..buais everyone..

let it
go and grow

LUGGI

2005-09-01T23:49:00.000-07:00

hmmmz..
yesterday went to singapore poly to watch
ZHENYANG'S concert..
hmmz..very wow nehx..
the song so nice but veri wad a pity
that i din heard him SOLOing..
b4 going SP..we went to jurong point..
haha...go search bags for grace den went KFC to eat..
haha..running out of tym but luckily we still manage to
reach there on tym..
but can't let y.Tingz go into the hall on tym..
bcos of the tickets..
get back to the concert..
we shout zY name ha ha so loudly neHx..so fun..
but most of the tym,is ony me n darryl screaming..
haha..make our throat pain nehx..hahaz..
k la..stop toking my craps liaox..
buais

i NiD SEC 4s

2005-08-21T22:21:00.000-07:00

hmmz...>.<
tinking of those practises without the Sec 4s..
mayb we can survive but mayb 1 day..?
i duno..
but i miss the sec 4s veri veri much..
hope today Jaunary`05
or rather december`04..
when they all always there..+(

guess everyone know everyone realli misses
sec 4s veri much bax..
but no matter..their Os is cuming...wish them good luck..
=)
hmm..dis few days..
band..learning new songs..get to learn 1/4 of the songs in 2 dayz..
but if the sec 4 is there..it will definitely better de..
k ..stop saying liaox..
oh ya..JINKO..
congrate u cos u will be working wif me in 1st clarinet..
must teach me nehx..

Long Long tym ago

2005-08-16T12:20:00.000-07:00

hmmz..din see him update his blog..guess he's quite bz studying.
cos Os cuming liaox..cannot slack much..
abt me..
dis few days hang out at mac studying maths..
preparing all the maths test..
found out dat i 4get lots of formula..hahaz..
but luckily manage to remember again with his teachin =P
hmmz..this thursday band..may not see the sec 4s cuming..*sobsobx*
but hope CINDY^fairy goodmum MUST cum ar..hahaz..
if not we will really gonna miss..
next band practise gonna arrange the parts of clarinet..
scared scared..
anyway..must congrate *JiaHao again..HAHAz..
k la..stop toking my craBz liaox..hahaz
buais buais
Love sensisTs
Love ah*m
Love eightiie

recovering..

2005-08-09T23:59:00.000-07:00

thankx for everyone's concern abt my health..
im getting better each day ony the blackout ysterday..
i duno wad happen..
suddenly feel 'hearless','strengthless','sightless'
but when the second everything come to my sight..
i ask SJ acc me go toilet..
look into the mirror..OMG..
guess my face can compare wif a white sheet of paper..
luckily i happen to be everything fine..hahaz..

still can go out wif my fren..show dat im perfectly fine..
hahaz

can't fight the moonlight
mayb u've 4gotten everyting..

Public concert**

2005-08-09T23:55:00.000-07:00

hey guys..
this is my belated posts for the
PUBLIC CONCERT
before we perform..
guess everyone was nervous
but after dat..
everyone was relief..
our band did it well..
thumb' up..=)
expecially outside the foyer..
ENCORE wif mambo No.5 and ascentium..
we're high to the bitz..
no one cares wad will happen next..
but we just do wad we wan..
despite of the expose space..
it occupies wif our sound..cool huh?
hahaz..Great dat..
thankx mostly to Mr Tan...=)

-sec 4 going R.O.D liaox..
we are going to miss them..
-Public concert is over
but sensist's heart will still be together..

hahhhh-Cheww

2005-08-04T11:42:00.000-07:00

can't stand every wind that blow..
even the morning breeze is cold..
really can't stand
should be lucky saying that im still able to rite this post..

im cold
im sick
im dizzy
im dieing

after eating the medicine the doctor prescribe..
i feel weaker cos the medicine will cause drowsiness..
OMG..im still veri nsick
yesterday went to SJ hse after going to the clinic..
i collapse immediately after i have my medicine..
luckily SJ hse veri comfortable..
no matter how my body bends..
i still able to fall aslp..

yesterday reach home
1.bath
2.have my cereal
3.do my stuff
4.collapse on my bed

today morning..
feel so weak..
have no strength to move
i even dun feel lyk forcing myself off my cosy bed..
but i still did..
actually my doctor advise me not to go to skool..
but i still go cos is the day before PC..
can't afford to absence for any practise..

feel that i can fall anytym..

sick*dizzy

2005-08-03T13:33:00.000-07:00

hmm..
yesterday went to the rehearsal at SP..
duno how's other tink but for me individually..
i did not do well or rather,i can't do well as i use to be..
i did not play lots of parts..
hais*..
my sickness affectted my playing..

i still rmb to week b4 SYF..im sick too..
wondering if im fated to be lyk dat for
every perfromance ?
hais*
decided to consult the doctor today..
hope i will be fine on the coming friday and can do well..
..
for today..?
polishing of instrument after skool..
i cant make it bax...
anyway must thnx to GRACE & JIAHAO & HAZIQ if ur help me
polish clarinet..

U happie, im happie

did u stop
looking..?

broken..?

2005-08-02T12:29:00.000-07:00

is a long tym since i update my blog..
hahaz..
but now in skool...
use it secretly..
hahaz..shhhh..dun baoto
nth much to let me worry of
ecept the public concert on friday..
so scared yet excited..
not sure wad will happen and how will it go on friday..

recently..went out..
bought SerJie presie le..
but haben giv her..
duno when will be the suitable tym to..Lols..

afterward,there will be a combine rhearsal at SP..
hope i can make it..
hais*..
catch a cold 2 days ago..
*hah-chew*
ya..sumting make me scratch my head..
my fren ask :' r u sick? "
i reply :" ya.. "
and he ask :" do u nid plaster ?"
may i ask everyone..
who is my sickness gonna related to plaster..?

can everyone just wake up..?
does it worth crying..?
if he worth sumting to u..
u won't have cried for him so much..yes?
duno hu im refering too..

why must
it be broken
before
confession
...

Sj b'dae

2005-07-27T13:26:00.000-07:00

hmmz..
wanna recor the day when i ton wif
my close frenz..
which is Ser Jie B'dae norx..=)
hahaz..there were GUYS and GALS there..hahaz
just joking..

let me get started..=)
mit everyone at 12..
mit wif
Raphenal, CCC, SJ, JJ, GracEz and Mickey
actaully decide to go play pool but sumone
4get to bring her(SJ) IC norx..hahaz..
den cant play..
so we went to Bukit panjang Plaza..
go into the bowling place but do nth..
hahaz..den go walk walk..
after a while about 6++ cor sumone
cum down lorx..den after follow waD JJ's fren
say..we take the MRT to clementi..den bla bla..
go to the bus interchange but foound out from the
driver dat it is not the bus to east coast ..
so take another bus..hahaz..
change about 3 bus in all so veri fed up..
go take cab there..abt $10++
but me no nid to pay but feel veri guilty..
reach there liaox..the breeze of the nite so *shu fu*
hahaz..cos we reach there about 9++
hahaz...side by the beach..tok,laugh,play wif the water,
listens to songs..=)..realli fun nehx..
hahaz..later orhx..
he come mit me le..i tink is abt 12++
so late le..hmmz..den bla bla..
hahaz..i tink is abt 2+ or 3+..hahaz..cant tahan den go slp..
=P cos morning veri early wake up..
den bla bla..
go eat breakfast..
ya stop here cos cher come liaox..buis buais
miss that day alot n alot..love it..
memorable day
serjie b'dae

OverNitez..

2005-07-23T09:46:00.000-07:00

fianally they found out the truf..
but wif dat guy ability..
im afraid tings will happen again
and thing will go back lyk the past..
realli cant garantee they will listens to me again..

get to my real life yea..
long tym no update le..
sry sry but manage to post dis before going out
it's 1 more day to SERJIE BIRD'DAE liaox..
but celebrate it today cos she wanna overnite
until sunday..=)
i tink it will be fun..
now is ony morning so nth to rite abt ba..
lets tok abt yesterday..
band practise..
foto taking..
hmm..hahaz..
he take veri fast without us noeing lehx..
ai yo..sure not nice de..hahaz..
hmm..2 weeks tym to public concert le..
so scared..realli have to work xtra harder le..
ya..stop here le..buais buais..

when it did happen..
it will be reminded again

Can't Help__..sobx..

2005-07-17T17:20:00.000-07:00

im i suppose to be lyk dat..
can't be bothered about them..
i really can't help them anymore
things are getting worse..
i dun wanna see everything turn into this state.
i really dun wish
but i just can't help..
no one will listens to me..
the more i say will just let them hate me more..
i just can't stand..
feel like givin one tite slap on his face
to kip myself calm..hais*
i believe this is fate..
the will one day noe..

RUBBISH..hais*

let the
heaven
decides..

philospher..

2005-07-15T14:10:00.000-07:00

expected to be..
jus here to be..
im worried..
do u noe wad i mean??
can't be bothered..hais*
(My craps) LoLs

after little bitz of craps..
get into my lifee..=)
ya today morning raining..
argh! my leg cramp..hahaz..
pain lorx..LoLs
went to the market help me mums..
to take the BIG BAG SMALL BAG..hahaz
bring the umbrella there without using it
when is drizzling..
sort of stupid..hahaz..
went home..my slipper drop in the middle
of the road but heng no Car..hahaz
if not can't be riting dis post..LoLs
ya..den bla bla..
met someone..ya..den bla bla..
den go home lo..
hais*..
expected tings happen liaox lorx..
but nvm..
stay at home..VERI BORED lehx..hahaz
but nvm..
stop here..

wash away
the
pain and fear..

Band rehearsal..CramP*

2005-07-14T21:28:00.000-07:00

hmmm...
today go skool take key den bla bla
go lesson after morning assembly(craps)
ya..1st lesson having literature..
so sian..really duno wad the teacher toking lehx..
test also give answer de..hahaz..
but i guess i will fail my literature this semester..
so sian..hais*..2nd lesson is Chemistry..
heng arhx..at least the teacher noe how to joke if not
i realli veri sian de..learn abt ION today..bla bla
RECESS!!!
chiong to the band room set instrument..
everything ready le jiiu go class 3C le..
JUM JUM..
after skool also chiong to band room..luckily not
late ..hahaz..everything ready..everyone jiu go foyer liaox
get ready to hop onto the respective bus..
....
Reach Singapore Poly le jiu warm-up den tuning..go inside
the hall* den jiu listen to CO play their song..nice nice
afterdat go uo arrange chair for section le den
start to play..play 3 songs den jiu go back skool liaox..
quite fast actually..den reach skool..also got practise..
until 5.30 den sumting happen den bla bla..
ya lorx..lyk dat..haha..lazi to rite more...gtg

The
greatest
fear?

2005-07-10T20:22:00.000-07:00

Aiyoyo*
8am wakes my sis up den go slp but can't
so turn here ruen there on my bed but just
can't close my mind..hahaz..so decided to wak up at about
9.15 le..go bla bla bla..
den continue making my hearts..
the number of hearts i did
yesterday + today is 186..guess wad..?
Im not sick at all..haha...exercise for my fingers..
after my mum cum back from the marke heard dat my she's ill..
so find panadol for her den take care of her..
awile later.. i tink she's better den she jiu go slp
in the air-con room..So comfortable..hahaz..
den me orhx...go mit Sumone ..
mit quite a long period of tym
den go buy "mao gu"..hahaz..den chit chat lo..
den bla bla bla den go home..
den continue makin my hearts using papar de..
quite interesting cos learn a new way of making hearts
from LiJue..
ya...i guess top here le bax...hahazz

BlossOMz

(* MooDy *)

2005-07-06T19:54:00.000-07:00

hmm..
today seems to have sumting not rite
but can't predict wads going rong..
haha...mayb mood swing..(-.-)?
not sure..
nid to go skool again..
hai yo..so sian..
feel so tired recently..hais*
today 4get got wad lessons le..
so jump jump jump
until after skool...
wohoo* go xtra practise..
me n grace tot there was no practise
so we din bring cla. and reed
so jux now go band room did nth..
den jiu gp outside band room chat den
found out from grace dat dis friday got
maths test so scared scared den jiu
go mac study since cannot practise..
reach mac le buy sumting to drink and eat ba..
den Grace jiu teach me (but me haben teach her,very bad)
haha..after a while ..
found out dat the air con really veri cold lehx..
but we din change seats..
mus undergothe toture of the aircon..hahaz
den bla bla bla..

love u*
miss u*

2005-07-02T23:18:00.000-07:00

hmm..
wake up in the morning go mit
sumOne..den tok tok tok abt 2 hours i tink
den bla bla bla..
go home slack..watch tv dis n dat..
3pm got mit Grace at the same place..
go have a drink den walk and tok ba..
abt 3.45 go sense..halfway saw *CinCin and *Darryl..
den we go walk walk again haha den also got buy
sum stuff..
there cum Zinc and Kystar
den afterdat go SENSE mit other pl..
den veri sian find sumwhere to go to
so we go Gerald ..the INSTRUMENT house..
got to learn a song from my MUM..
a basic song..
den bla bla.
den go Lot one again go LJS eat..
den go home wif Killua n Darryl..
den reach hm..haha
THE END..

ah Beh Chiong Chiong Chiong

2005-06-26T17:15:00.000-07:00

ARgh..
now left 1/4 og my homeowork not completed..
but now is rest tym so dun tink much..
concentrate**

ya..i bet everyone is bz studying and
doing homework..
cos school reopen tmr..
everyone nid to CHIONG liaox..
nth to rite abt..

here to say again
Gd Luck to seC 4s exaM!..=)

Deep
Down
in
my
heart

llaaaall

2005-06-21T22:42:00.000-07:00

Today wake up early in the morning go bath den jiu
go lot one de Kbox liaox..go wif my Jie2..
hmm..reach there on tym on 11
but the door was not open so accompany me Jie2 go arcade 1st..
den cum out still have to wait about 10 mins den Kbox open..
go in..lots of pl queueing up so wait wait wait...

den go to our " K room"
den choose all the songs...
den take our order den sing sing sing
until about 1.30 already veri sian cos lyk no songs to sing liaox..
but dun waste money so keep delicating until 2...
jiu go off le...walk around lot one..den bla bla ba...
den jiu go home liaox..

go home after awhile..cor weizhong cos wanna pass the
homework list to him...Hmpfh..take advantage of me as a Jie2
want me go skool give him personally...so *mei da mei xiao*
but nvm..
den acc samantha wait for bus den jiu go home...
den slack..

Passionate...

2005-06-20T21:36:00.000-07:00

today early in the morning..
wake up and bath den jiu go
CCKCS mit
Cindy
Darryl
Gerald
Jia Hao
YanYan
Grace at 7am to have breakfast..
den at 8 am mit wif other member
den jiu CHU FA liaox..
we went to Woodland Ring Secondary school
to have our xchange..actually we can bring out
our instrument to join in..but in the end..
ony percussionists and Darryl have the courage..
others were siting at one corner of the hall listening to their
warm-up and the song they play..
after dat..their member went to sectional..and we walk around
and observe their sectional practise..
den after the xchange...we went to eat in the KFC..
den got one aunty got electric sot by Gerald den she kip toking
to ask liaox..
next tym as Gerald sot more in order to have FREE MEALS...jkjk
ya..den afterdat went back to school cos have band practise..
ya..go tru Mambo no.5 den jiu go FOXFIRE...
saw sum of their face written there "OH MY GOD"
den Mr Tan want everyone to try so try le..
den jiu go sectional..
abt 3.30 go back to music room have combine..
den bla bla bla..

Is there
anything
dat can
make me
warm

Roxy BBQ n games day

2005-06-17T23:41:00.000-07:00

Cho...choco....chocolate..wad ar?
CAKE LA!

haha...chocolate cake won the 1st prize for cheerin..
mus thank Yun shi n the judges wors..hehex
LOVE chocolate cake..
-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.--.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
after band practise...go get change and go
lunch time..1.30 assemble outseid hall den
listen to the instructions..
1st event was to create a cheer for TWconcertband
dat wad fun nehx..it last abt 4o mins..

den followed by Games Day..
i din participate so i duno hw it process..

after games day..its the worse part of it..
the seniors splash water on us..OMG..
my whole body was wet but it was fun orhx
hehex..den me n haziq go chase after YUNSHI
and hug her..lols..

den afterdat go change again..change into
dry clothes den can go rehearse for the cheer le..
1/2 way tru..we are told to sing birthday song for
TWconertband liaox..
Cindy was told to say sumthing..hahaz..

den cut cake den eat liaox jiu go rehearse again..
den eat

FINALLY..the cheering competition!
every group did their best and we cheer..
after mins of discussions..
result were out..
Prize givin..
ENCORE for the cheer to every group

hmmz..it was a long day..
everyone was tired but
everyone enjoy too..
LOVE YESTERDAY LOTS

dreamwaver...dream wave?

2005-06-16T23:23:00.000-07:00

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FARAH~

today early in the morning late by a little bit
but feeel guilty to let GRACE wait nehx..sorry*
today went to IT course..actually the course is indeed
not dat bad..luckily din waste our money..
lols..during the IT course..guess wad..?
GRACE play the song "tian mi mi"..lols
everyone was laughin and even the teacher..hahaz
after IT course about 3++pm ...
we went to Cindy hse..
play wif the rabbit..hahaz...so cutez..
go there play play den tok tok den jiu go home le..
go home bath liaox..cor the sec one rinettists about tmr
games day n BBQ..
den sms Cindy den bla bla..
den go take my spectacles from the shop..
decide to wear it tmr ...OMG...
sure funny de...DUN LAUGH HORX...=P..LOLS

can't describe

2005-06-15T23:07:00.000-07:00

finally find sumtyms to do wad i wanna do..
express myself out tru singing..
but a silence blew..=)

rushing to the queensway to get the clat shirt done..
but when we got there..
i bad news was heard that the shop is no longer there..
*disappointed face
went shopping in the hypermarket and get
those we nid..
many of us were saying a joke about a gal n a boi(jiao bei jiu)
afterdat..
sumting went tru my mind dat make me unhappie
dat i can't describe..mayb is mood swing..
..
Went back to PASA MALAM..
buy tings..den go popular..buy tings..
den go home..
so sian..hais*
den ..i 4get wad i did liaox..hahaz...

..SENSIST..

2005-06-12T23:18:00.000-07:00

ya..today early wake up worxx...
k la actually not dat early
abt 9+ wake up le...
go prepare everyting den abt 11
go mit Grace den bla bla bla..
wa kaoz...go lot one...so many ENERGY fans...
haha...me n Grace no way to go..
den afterdat mit everyone liaox go
buy snacks to eat den jiu take MRT
go City Hall..go walk walk 1st
den jiu go to the band concert at BIG DURIAN..
i 4get hw long the concert last liaox...
but i noe afterdat we go to outdoor de...
den we spend $3 on a boat..lols...
so fun...so cooling...so refreshing
hope the boat have all the sensists...
den afterdat reach ClarkQuay le jiu take pictures...
wif the PIGEON? lols..no la..jkjk..
den bla bla bla..jiu go Plaza Singapura
walk walk again
go food junction go eat
den go instrument shop..
saw many PIANO..lols...
ask Gerald to play the
famous song..haha..
after playing the piano...we jiu
"pai pai pi gu zuo ren le"..lols..quite bad..haha..
den go back to lot one...sum of them went to the
fun fair while i went home early...hehex...
ya..dis was my day..

Hope the moment
will stop jus as u are
beside me

no subjectz

2005-06-08T23:59:00.000-07:00

hmmm...todae went to English lesson
early in the morning...
hai yoz...sian 1/2..
tmr also nid to go again...hais*
ya..today after lesson...
mit wif Grace at lot one...
walk walk walk walk walk...
wander around ..
go library..Grace borrow book...
den me...can't find the book i want..
hai yoyoz...den go arcade actually look for
LULU n Gerald but dun have nehxx..
so we go Mac den bla bla...
den acc. Grace to fairpRice...n
SUMTING HAPPEN..lols..
den 6++..Grace wanna go hm..
so acc her wait for bus den jiu go mit
wif other frenz again liaox...
den bla bla bla....
den go hm slack wact TV den bla bla bla
again...ya! dis is my daY
Now chating on the fone wif...
Farah...LULU...Gerald...

Can
we jus be
back
lyk.....

Change new SKIN le...

2005-06-07T20:39:00.000-07:00

hmmm...change new skin le cos
the previous BUSTOP skin veri blur..
hmm..now haziq can't sat im waiting liaox..
hehex..
abt me today..
wake up in the morning to practise
clarinet bax...practise for abt half an hour
den go eat breakfast when my Jie2 wakes up..
hmm..get to use the computer for abt
2 hours bax...den go do homework..
hmm..den Ser Jie jiu cor me go out in the
evening..actually decide to go but
the last minute din go cos me veri tired
and dun wish to go anywhere dat nid to
take bus cos tmr have lesson on..
IM SO SORRY..hais*
so me stay at home doing nth..
continue wif my homework bax...
den at abt 9pm...
watch "yi cha yang cuo"...hehex
den hmmz...nth..go listen to music n
etc..

those
tings
dat i
will
nvr
4get

Let's Eat

2005-06-03T22:09:00.000-07:00

hmm...today have maths lessons til abt 10++ den jiu rush to
sec one band wif yanling..haha..=P
den also set out instrument waiting for haziq also..
den i 4get liaox...hahax...
S-hort T-erm D-isease...hahax...
den bla bla bla..
hmmmz...abt 1++
Mr Tan came le...so have combine wif sec Ones wif us...
den play play play...duno play until where..tink Mr Tan fed up
den jiu go sectional liao...
den practise all the way..dun have combine liaox..
den bla bla bla again..
Kip instrument----fall in-out under the command of Darryl
...
den after dat hungry liaox...
Twinz + strawberry + Cindy + Yun Shi + Suan Ting..
we go Let's Eat to Eat obviously..=P
den chat alot...den we go alot of places...
den shop shop shop
jiu go home le bax...i guess..
havin* lots of fun ..hehex...

no subject...

2005-05-31T09:08:00.000-07:00

hmmm...today wake up early in the morning. go maths remedial
..n hais* feel so guilty...me 4get to set alarm clock for myself end up
my family member ol late le..hais*..
dun tok abt unhappi tingys le..
hai yo yo...today went for the maths remedial dat last for 2 hrs bax...
Mr Lee change many of seats but surprisingly***not mine...But i tink i tok
alot lehx..:P...*heng*
den today go home immediately after skool...den bath liaox jiu go mit grace..
accompany her go library...den veri sian...go Far East..also wook here wook
there lyk duno wad lyk dat ..lols...after abt 2 hrs den go back to lot one..
den saw Raphael n frenz..they were in the Xbox..so me n grace also go in
to wach them play n play also la actually hehex...hmm..den go LJS..
see them eat ..lols..hmm...den go arcade...play play play ..all the stupid game
dat cost not veri expensive..hehex..play buget games...
let me guess wad i do next...hmf...
ya..i went home n bath n then on computer...
n chat chat chat chat..still chating now...

hmmm..wad do 'I'
tink i mus
Do nehxx...?

June holiday..

2005-05-27T20:10:00.000-07:00

hmmm..here to thanks those pl dat were at chua chu kang park
dat ntez..Great Fun!
hmmm...today is the day before june holiday..jus change blogskin ba..
June holiday is jus next week or can say ish today ba but
Sec 4 hav exam next week..GooD LucK =] to everyone
and cum back to band as soon as possible orhxx...
tok abt today again...nth special except for Sec 1 band prac.
Mr Colin Ng was there for abt half an hour doing warm-up wif them
den go sectional le..den bla bla...
den in band room tok tok 1st den go return key..
hmm..also went to canteen before we went home..
At home veri sian so slack slack slack ...now still slacking actually
=P
GOOD LUCK SENIOR!

Will
I
See
You
?

i realli have

Exam corner le...>>>

2005-05-01T08:16:00.000-07:00

hmmm...long tym din update on blog le so
update..=P
hmmm...today can counted still as EXAM WEEk..
me dun dare to slack to jus now study Geography..
but halfway tru..my mama ask me go Lot one wif her..
hais*..
den by the tym i came home ...no mood to study le..
hmphf...so on the computer also start doing literature
project..
hmmm..Exam week dun have Band practise..but
luckily manage to borrow instrument home n practise
but no score..lols
wonder wad the song we realli going to play for
the public concert
hmmm..gonna start on project le so stop here..
buais buais

a return to the
starting point..

confess..?confuse..?

2005-04-10T23:42:00.000-07:00

hmmm...long periods of tym din online le but i din 4get my blog ...
luckily still have tym to rite it...
hmm..nth special going on dis few days ba...
but we are toking in a conference almost everyday...
but most of it is toking wif GRACE ony ba..telling her my "xin shi"..
my problems...(exchange problem ba..)
hmmm...so tired dis few days...nth to say norzz..
but tings dat make my *shiver* is SYF is cuming!...
AH!!!! scared scared le...hais*
hope we can really do well...

Will tingg
go on..?
i nid a
confirmation...

BBQ images*

2005-03-26T12:53:00.000-08:00

F.I.R & S.H.E taking foto...luckily no conflicts!..joking

S.H.E(suan ting,yun shi & sze ying)

Jia Hao,Yun shi n Me...;)

Rinettists...

Jia Hao & haZiq..(turn ur head n look at different view..*)

me n Grace Kena Rape..`lols

My mum turn^

S.H.E taking care of Darryl? lols

Grace n Me...

the pathetic HAziq..lols

happie happie~

2005-03-25T23:59:00.000-08:00

hmmm..today went to YYT house go BBQ...
so wake up early go marketing wif F.I.R,Loo Dan, Grace and YYT
we went to Giant at Imm...for abt 1 hours resulting the food to cost abt $70++
everyone share money to pay..haha..
den afterdat went to MacdoNIA also..to eat breakfast norx...
got free gift *Neopetss*..hehex...hmmm
den after the breakfast...
the guys hop on YYT's Mum Car
den the Gals hop on Cindy's Dad car..
arrive at YYT...
the Guys marinade the CHICKEN..
den the Gals rest in the living room
hmms...also watch a quite disgustin show..
Loo dan,Cindy ,Darryl and YYT also play majong lo...while grace me n farrah slping on the sofa..lols
waitin for S.H.E ,jai hao n haziq...
den also take picture when they came..
its tym le...everyone go prepare for the BBQ at abt 4+ (i tink
BBQ start..every can go near BBQ pits but i cannot...hais...*blame myself*
hmm...den jiu bal bla bla..
abt 8+..everyone sit down to play BROTHER BEAR & ZHONG ZI MI MA...haha
guess wad the punishment?
lols...food dat is BBQ wif the COKE...but it taste actually quite delicious..nice nice...=P
hmm..late le..everyone clear and tidy up ...
go inside his house to enjoy the air con...
hmms...10+..jiu go home le..but sum of them got TON at his house ba...
hais* but really Regret dat everyone 4get to take FAMILY PICTURE...sobsob*

SobsOb*

2005-03-22T22:28:00.000-08:00

hmmm...today having my Maths and DnT exam...
Maths was quite alright ba...but sum question realli veri weird
So any how do working at least will have sum marks ...lols
hmm..after skool ...
DnT also duno will pass anot lo...sum question is last year de...all 4get le...
hais...tmr no test ..sian le...cannot cover lesson...
todae after the DnT exam also went to band room to try on our *band uniform
den todae the tailor come also...
hmm...mine shirt too big le...haha...mus send to alter again...
den samantha's skirt too long...veri nerdy...but the tailor lyk dun wan help her alter....
den today after dat went to lot one eat again nor...;)
den go wok wok cos grace "sway chui" go swill reain heavily den realli rain lyk wad lyk dat...hahas...
den cannot go home le...
den when the rain stop...den jiu go home le...reach home tired but still go take a shower ...den actually
wanna take a nap but "shui bu zao"..majiam got sumthing troubling me..but stil cannot figure out wad is it...

there is always
Tears
behind a happy
Face*

HOMEWORK!

2005-03-20T23:43:00.000-08:00

Hai yo yo.I bet everyone is bz doing homework today cos everyone from
TWSS same same de nehx...all "ling shi bao fuo jiao"...even me also...
so many homework lazi to do on weekdays so weekend den catch up...
but veri "pek chek" so i ony do half way nia...=P
cos realli veri sian doin all those stupid homework...
HMPHF.....
den today also early wake up at abt 9 to go to the duno where...
cos my ah gong pass away for 1oo days le...hais*.....
den went to westmall buy skool shoes cos shoes lyk "gium chai" le...
=P....
hmm..ok lo..tmr my "deadline/"si qi""...cos tmr exam le..k lo..
stop here...
wanna go orh orh liaoxx....

Ur smile always
brighten my day..
=)

exChanGe wif aBt 15 O MOre sKooL

2005-03-18T23:43:00.000-08:00

Today to ACS(I) for exchange wif more den 14 Skools baxx..hais*...
Veri nervous ...scared... frightened...
So manY skool...all the Bar 37..our skool is the WORST...hais*...
other skool got more den one instrument dat can play BAR 37...
ours got one...realli veri scared dat i play too soft...will throw our band's face...
sian le..from the 1st exchange till now...it is not improving....still the same..
..........................
hmm..after exchange abt 6+..went to lot one den eat wif the senior
at the food court...but today 3-pl seems quite sot-sot le...
connection betwin FarraH-YanlinG-DarryL
haha..guess ur noe wad had happen HORXX?
all "ki tao hong"(hokkien)
k la..stop here le...

Love is jus lyk water
Dat always keep flowing non-stop
take it naturally...

wO~hO

2005-03-15T00:23:00.000-08:00

erm...toDay WenT tO Lot ONe wiF GRace To BUy Our FRenZ BirTHDay PresEnt..
heHex...so happie sehXx...BUt WatCh To thoSe hU gO out Wif HEr..SumtYm verI paiSehXx...
cOS She KeeP lAuGHing anD Make LamE jOKEs IN EVERY shoP we WEnt IN ..lolx
hmmm...Take Neo PriNTs..eTc

Den Go hOme ..Nap Den At NIte On THe CompUTer den Jiu Chat den Now Den
Rite Blog Cos NOt Free
MOst Sian Thign ISh Got The nEws Dat Dun Have Band PRactISe ON WedNEsdsay.*.HAish
REallI duNnO HOw to PrePare for thE coMIng FRiDay exChanGE wif 15 skooLs...
im ScraeD to LOse BAND MEmBer's Face..*HaisH

AnYWAy...MEMBEr
im SorrY If i CouNDn't do It well...=(

REst

2005-03-13T23:59:00.000-08:00

Hmm...quite a long tym din toiuch computer le..so here to post sumthing again*
hmm...review backwards...
yesterday went tu Senior house wif other band members to practise on the weak
place xpecially ascentium bax...haha..practise in the air-con room sehxx...haha =
................................................................................................................................................
OK...back to today...today when wake up...caught a cold den sneeze den jiu flu le..
but drag by my sister to go lot one acc her go buy bags and clothes...
after dat veri sian jiu go home baxx...so my mummy slping den me go "gajiao" her..
hahaz...bath le den slp beside her...once again (air-con room) haha...got advantage..=P
no la...cos veri warm ma...after the nap...felt more refreshing...den go do homework lo..
switch on the computer den chat and check ...
hmm...listen music...
buildind sandcastle in the air..lolx
k la...stop here...

Sumtyms is juz the
*FATE*
dat i waiting

the 1st sec one practise...=)

2005-03-05T00:06:00.000-08:00

hmmm...Today ish so call the sec 1 1st practise baxx...=)
get to see my junior....wahahah....dis year finally become senior liaox..
so happie ..but senior wanna graduate liaoxx...sian 1/2 liaoxx..
hmmm...hope clarinettists can be independant...hehex...n we will sure try to n won
make the senior disappointed when the graduate..=)
hmmm ..tok abt the sec one practise...quite good baxx...they had already assign their
instruments le...the had also learn the basic rulez n also learn hw to fix the instrument..
After the sec one practise...we have our own practise too...
today focus on Ascentium expecially slow movement n the ending baxx...=)
_ .. _ .. _ .. _ .. _ .. _ .. _ .. _ .. _ .. _ .. _ .. _ .. _ .. _ .. _ .._
hmm..after the band practise...went to the "lao di fang" again...
sit there chit chat lo...hehex...=)

Do u still look at the
white star
when there's other stars dat ish in
rainbow coulour?

Going to conference hall TMR

2005-03-01T23:37:00.000-08:00

hmm...wif the concern of my frnez...i've finally get better from the sickness..:)

hmm...today have two bad news...

miss KANG thrown away my chinese textbook
mr HUANG lost some scienceworkbook dat We claim dat we've pass up

But luckily...i got extra textbook *winkx*

tmr goign to the reharsal...iM damn scared..hope i won be nervous tmr baxx...

But dis reharsal affect many pl staying far from skool..n those hu have lots of homwork..

hmmm...but the good tings is...GRACE cuming to my house stay overnitght...~wohoo~

k la...today post veri lame..sorry worxx..haha...coz duno wad im tinking

remember the past..?

Exchange...

2005-02-25T23:51:00.000-08:00

Today went to skool as usual but wif i nervous feeling coz after skool going to
st bla bla....to have exchange..veri nervous sehxx...make me realli scared scared..
hmm..after few other band had played the singapore rapsody and chosen song..
++IS OUR TURN++Omg...the sitting aranging on the stage is different from ours..
and when we go up wif have to look all over the place to find the stand...
im still sick so BAr 37 will play wif Cindy they all...luckily they are there but reali felt
guilty to make them noe dis at the last minute ..
Every skool played the same pieces twice so we wait n wait for our turn ...

Afterall,the exchange finally end...we shake hand wif their students and we leave the skool
...reach skool at abt 6.30+ i tink....Kip instruments den go out to lot one to eat our dinner at the
OLD PLACE=P hehex....den at there also tok alot....

PS:juz to highlight ppl dat were there.....'SOMEONE' got many galfrenz...~wahahaha

When girls say "i miss you",
No one in this world
can miss you more than them.

StIll SicK...

2005-02-20T21:17:00.000-08:00

OMG...
sore throat,cough and flu are realli driving me crazy..juz hope dis can stop sooner.....
erm...today went to watch movie at abt 12+...xixi..go watch "I DO I DO"
quite interesting and humourous movie actually but when the whole hall
was filled wif laughter,i juz sit there and staring at them wonerin if it is funny..
hmm...mayb the movie was funny but duno why sumthing in my mind
are stopping me from laughing...
sumtimes...i juz counldn't find out the wonerful smile n laugher i have had
in the past...........

sumtyms
symday
juz hope i can
let u noe....

SicK

2005-02-19T22:10:00.000-08:00

now riting the journal dat miss teo ask us to rite..hai yo..
still muz go care so much abt all tenses and grammer..
sian 1/2 liaoxx..=pPp
sick today..went to see the doctor..waited for 1 hour before
going in to see doctor..haixx...waste my 2 hours in the clinic..
afterdat..go home of coz...lunch and dinner KINDLY looking others
eating those fast food...me?..sitting down there and admire their food..haixx
go home still have to eat medicine,,getting sick and tired..always have
porridge,porridge AND porridge...wif vege...ALOT of vege...ARG!!!
gonna turn crazy liaoxx...and also..ONY can drink mineral water...cannot even drink
my favourite justea(peach) but mayb can "tou tou" drink...sh......=PpP
stop here......

haaaiiiii rreeennnnnn jjjiiinnngg--

2005-02-17T23:07:00.000-08:00

hmmm..after many days of break,we have band practice finally...
but not veri good lehxx coz change new reed le veri difficult to play xpecially
bar 37 and also those high notes..
hmphf...actually Mr Tan wanna send my instrument to repair today but i tink he
had forgotten abt it baxx..
after band prac. tink sumting goes rong baxx duno why...juz have the feeling..
hmmm..den go lot one to eat lo...wif grace again..=)
hmm...wanna slp liaoxx..so stop here..=)

a place in my heart*

Valentine's Dae...

2005-02-14T23:06:00.000-08:00

hmmm...today valentine's day le...haix...why daes pass so fast...
sumtyms juz hope the weekend pass faster..hehex...silly ritez...
today got roses..cards...and a secret present and lollipop from frenz..
hehex...also got them presents too..=>
hmmm...buy those presents in the PRECIOUSTHOTS...
hmmm..sell lot of ting sia...veri expensive so cannot buy...
:'(....no money ...=P
hmm...juz now go play wif me dogs..cute sia...
hmmm...today nth special so stop here...

....

2005-02-10T00:29:00.000-08:00

hmm...today went to aunt house to eat steamboat again worxx..having lot
of fun there..get to meet wif my relative again...play wif my aunt's cats also...hehex
keep running around lyk mad ..=P
hmm...some playing cards while me having corona and at the same tym watching tv
...after 1 and 1/2 bottle of the drink...i already 1/2 drunk le..OMG...
den abt 9+ went home and bathe den on the computer start chatting wif my mind
dizzy and blur *blur sotong* =P
have a chat wif frenz and start a lame story ...hehex...but indeed realli lame worxx..
den now offline le den cum update my blog lo..=P
k la..quite tired after a day...now also quite blur blur
+gong xi da jia+

a hole in my heart
easy to heal yet hard*

New Year Eve...

2005-02-08T23:33:00.000-08:00

hmm..another 1/2an hour ish 2005 Chinese New Year
so excited..hehex...excited not bcoz of the red packet horx..hehex
but bcoz can mit wif relatives again..so happie..
erm...now online worxx..waitin fer the "online count down"hehex..fun sia
also sendin some new year msg out to frenz worxx..hehex
...............................................................................
today went skool fer the concert till abt 10+ tink....
den after dat actually waitin fer frenz...den called by teacher
to help out wif pl in old folks home..hehex..happie nehxx..can help dem..
got alot of "man zhu gan" worxx
after dat went lot one to have lunch wif the seniors worx..
den go shoppin' abt 12+ go home...bathe den have a nap..
den bla blax.....hehex...k la...now my heart contain 2 ting so hard to rite blog...=P
one is the count down
the other is ........................

the world most sad ting
is when u r standin beside sumone
u love
and u noe u couldn't have them...

Jie Kou~

2005-02-05T22:13:00.000-08:00

Today no skool so wake up at 11+ den
do all the morning stuff den wach tv...
2+ went to IMM wif my mummy...
go there shopping lo...haix..
hmm..den after dat come back home...
acc my jie2 go lot one lo..
haixx...today no mood to rite long long..=)
so signin off...

a place in...
my heart...

dÈdÉdÊdËdèdédêdë

2005-02-04T12:02:00.000-08:00

hmm...today lessons quite fun bax...xpecially music lesson..muahaha~
Mr Lee damn funny lo..today say himself idiot...sum more tok to the guitar and
himself...hahaz....so stupid sia...next ish Art lesson,2 period also but the teacher came
1/2 hour late...den cai bring us go computer ...siaoz...the last 15 minutes den we settle down
...waste our tym lo..still say our class veri slow..hai yo yo...dis is the 2nd teacher dat complain
dat my class veri slow liaoxx...haha..but today also vrei unluckily,muz bring ALL our books home
if not will kena throw out of class...sian liaoxx lo..
after skool .wait fer grace den go home put my books den cum back to skool again coz got band ma..hehex...
i tink abt 3+,we went to the band room set insrument..."shun bain" go see the sec one member lo...
and band practise go bla n blax n blax n blaxx..:pPp
after band practise...went lot one to eat wif seniors...den chit chat also...worst is they insult my instrument
...k la....

]:[PrecIouS mOmEnt]:[

mamamia~

2005-02-02T23:05:00.000-08:00

hmmm...today we have literature test on FAT BOY SWIM..i can bet i will fail dis test badly..
question keep asking all the thing dat i din realli read nor learn..so realli realli veri "beck chek" lo..haixx
wonderin wad is the punishment from mrs Toh for failing dis test...haixx...die le la...
hmmm...laz 2 period ish DNT...hai yo yo...the teacher keep scolding us and said our klass is the slowest but
*as if* lo..i tink she's the one dat makin us confuse lo...she din cum fer 2 lesson le lehxx..hw can we not slower
den the others...thought we superwomen and superman mehxx..but luckily..able to catch up so can help others..
if not they no nid to go home...abt 1.30..rush back home to get ^BAss cla^...then come back to skool again lo...
went up to have xtra practise..seniors were there too...practising all kind of song...we also cobine the small
group of band to play singapore rap...when reach the BAR 37...i got disturb by our :: DM ::...hai yo yo...
after band prac.
went to lot one to eat lo..den go walk walk,eat eat and also tok tok lo...went to library also...went in not to
borow useful books but to read useless book lo..hehex...after dat 7++..go home...take a shower denon the computer
liaoxx..also do homework while using computer...but cannot concentrate so leave the computer alone fer little while lo..
den blax blax blax.........................k la...nth liaox...nity

peter piper picked :pPp

2005-01-31T11:03:00.000-08:00

today nth special happen in our class so skip dis topic today...
hmmm...after skool..we have arts enrichment corse fer all sec 2 wor...
haixx...thought is will be borin but it seem lyk growin my interest on dis "STUPID"
course..hehex
hmm...today is the 1st lesson so we start on introducin followed by playin game
"""".....FReEzE...."""" we have ony 1/2 an hour fer dis course due to the delayin of
the 1st half lvl ...so today end up learnin nth...
afterdat..went to lot one wif close frenz but...some went home earlier left me n grace ..
hehex..but luckily we always have alot of ting to chat abt if not it will be realli sian wor...
after havin our meal at KFC and chit chatin..we went home at abt 6 sumthing i tink...
gtg le..buaixx buaixx..=)

the way u treat others
is the way pl repay...

+++30 January+++

2005-01-30T22:32:00.000-08:00

todae abt 11+ wake up...hmm...hao bu rong yi can slp until so late den my
mummy cum "ga jiao" me again..
wake up..brush my teeth,wash my face,bathe n bla bla bla...
after dat..eat my breakfast lo...
den watch tv till abt 1 sumthing den went out...today go FAR EAST PLAZA...
went there to shoppin..buy lots of clothes today...fer normal wear and also fer new year lo..
*excited*..shop fer abt 2 to 3 hour den go home liaoxx
abt 5 sumthing reach home..bathe again and on my computer..chat wif miao de and grace wor...
and also dereck...chat abt valentime day and other stuff lo...
me..ok la..stop here today...

SECs & MINs realli
means alot....
treasure it...

....

2005-01-28T23:53:00.000-08:00

hmmm...today havin lots of fun in skool worxx..=)hehex
hmmm...todae lesson got maths fer the first two..go tru
the maths test papaer..haixx..
but ony score 24/40 nia...but luckily pass baxx..
er..todae CME teacher also never cum...so spend the tym doing my
english homework...then next,recess...n bla bla bla..
after skool,me,grace and samantha went to yanling house wor..
saw her dog...cute nehxx..
but "dondon(dog's name)" kip jumpin onto my leg..haha...also veri
unfortunately,GRace kena bite by DONDON..haha..
but the most funiest is samantha scream when the dog kip ::pasterin::
her...jokin jokin..
hmmm..after bein to yanling house..we went back to the skool again
cause got band ma...=)
tink abt 3 sumting reach band room but din set instrument coz senior
havin commitee mitin so duno if we can set..so stand outside at the ::balcony::
at abt 4 sumting...majority of the member reach band room..so we also set our
instrument..waitin fer mr tan...today practise held outside the hall worxx but
luckily nth attract me..hehex..afterdat also go lot one..go fer the band meetin to be the AUDIENCE..abt 10++ den go home wro..hehex...meetin quite fun wor..:pPp
k la..stop here buaixx buaixx

ri zi suo ran mei......................

2005-01-27T21:56:00.000-08:00

hmmm...today quite tired wor..coz after skool got band practise but fun nehxx..hehex
today practise out the hall..pl lookin also...but luckily today manage to play majority..
today also take measurement....
after practise...me,samantah and grace went to LOT ONE to walk walk ..also go eat...
after dat...go home ...saw Zhen Yang and Yuting waitin fer bus lo...
reach home le...bath den jiu online le....haizz...so sian..homework duno hw to do again...
hai yo yo..also duno where i throw the answer sheet to...k la...tink i stop here le..=)

so tired nehxx...~o~

2005-01-24T23:01:00.000-08:00

haixx..yesterday nite din slp wor...abt 3 sumthing close my eyes den 4 sumthing
wake up den stare at the celling.tink abt 5 sumthing slp again den feels dat i din slp lyk dat..
after majiam after few minutes den the alarm clock ring...so irritating nehxx...
but duno why in skool seems to be veri energetic *winkxx*..hehex
after skoll..go out wif grace..tok alot abt relationship wor..so fun toking to her nehxx...hehex..
coz she my bezfrenz ma :pPp...
*houew* reach home le find out myself truly tired..OMG...feel lyk jumping onto my bed BUT got homework..haixz...
even though bz..i will always pick out some tym online de wor..hehex...
haixx..majority pl offline liaoxx worxx..hehex...no one wanna chat liaoxx baxx..k lo..gtg slp liaoxx...
if not will have "hei yan quan"de..hehex

~feel unsafe everydaes~

Fun Nehxx..

2005-01-21T12:06:00.000-08:00

hmmm...today go many places wor...
1st is lot one
2nd,junction 8
3rd,raffles city
4th,suntec city
5th,victoria Concert hall
one group of us went there watch the NIESB
performace wor..all the song they play are great expecially
"doreamon march" & "Final fantasy_X" worxx...hehex..
but too bad,seldom heard bass cla de sound... :(
today go there also kena tease by them..hai yo yo..duno wen
wil dis rumours end..after the performace..we go back to lot 1 to eat
our dinner-cum-supper nehxx..coz already quite late when we reach
there but we still have the many xtra tym to went up to the arcade for
another fun wor...dislyk the tym when playin SSR...tease by them MORe...
hehex...hmm..sign off from here liaoxx..

Dreamin++

2005-01-20T03:49:00.000-08:00

ai yo..today go skool keep dreamin sehxx..
:P
tink is too tired le baxx...wad teacher say also
cannot go into my mind nehxx...
some more get scolded also..._INATTENTIVE_
but luckily not scolded in front of classmates if not veri
PaiSehxx de..hehex
also duno wad im dreamin abt..*Dreamin...*..mayb abt my "bai ma wang zi" baxx... :pPp

hmmm...after skool 2.30 have band practise wor..ends at abt 5++ baxx..
so tired some more still nid to bring instrument hom..haha..dis MOMENT..
started dreamin again..hopin someone can help me bring home
my instrument but i noe is a dream nia... :pPp
dunno wad i wil dream abt afterward at nitez...hehex *WinKzz*

......>Heavy Days<.......

2005-01-19T22:25:00.000-08:00

Haixx..so tired today nehxx...listen to the teacher tok and tok and nv stop..
today de test..so difficult...also duno wad the paper tokin abt..

today went to lot one again..saw band senior lo...
after dat...go home practice bass clarinet worxx...record wad i play and
it the sounded
yuck-ky++

haixx...tinking hw i can improve.......
still tinking...........................................
continue tinking.................................

_1st_tym_1st_day_

2005-01-18T16:07:00.000-08:00

hmmm..today same old stuff wear shirt,go to skool...
:P
hmmm..today in skool so funi..contact tym..
weizhong sing the
"mercy chocolate" song...
gotcha saw by teacher also kena point by teacher..
haha..
hmmm...ya..today grace and yanling also come my house
chit chat den after dat acc grace go lot one..

ok le...wanna sugn iff liaoxx...
buaixx buaixx